
It’s been a while since I wrote about me myself and my life as a young and extreme BC-bottom…
Unfortunately, this has a sad reason.
- A sad reason for me.
As you know, if you follow my Tumblr, my friend and partner passed away in October 2012.
After his death, as he wish, I had a Master. - Master T., I wrote about Master T..
Unfortunately it did not fit quite with T. and me. - You also know that.
Nevertheless, we have and will continue to have BDSM and breath control sessions.
But T. is not the reason why I’m currently not published personal stuff.
In March, my father had to be hospitalized unexpectedly.
My Dad was already on his way to convalescent.
So it was even more unexpectedly for me as my Daddy passed away on a saturday morning in April.
We had have a close relationship. I miss my Daddy so much!
:’(
The death of my boy friend and dad within a few months is TMTH for me.
Currently I have simply no need for breath control, top and bottom, BDSM sessions and something like that.
But you‘re sure I’ll come back with personal stories soon!
There will be new personal stories and pictures about me and Master T. and, or a new master appear at GayBreathControl.com and this Tumblr!
In the meantime, I’ll keep my eyes open for breath control and BDSM movies, pictures, stories and will posting them for you on my Tumblr.
So stay tuned…
Yours,
EmoBCSMSlave
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I have learned to carry my sorrow deep inside where no one can see it;
to hide my pain, even if I have to bite my tongue to keep from crying out;
and to laugh with tears in my eyes, making light of the situation that pains me most;
and I do all this just to pretend to others that I am doing well and make them happy.
Xtreme horny boy struggling in rubber bondage and more breath control.
Part four coming soon :D
Struggling in rubber bondage with some added breath control.
Horny 2…
Part three coming soon ;)
Boy struggling in rubber bondage by Bulltied @xTube…
Very horny…
More coming soon…
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This dude is HUNG
HOT HITTIN POPPERS
IMPORTANT PLEASE READ CAREFULLY
In memory of my pup kai, taken from us much too soon.
Please check the following post and if you have a tumblr account reblog it.
http://gayperverts.tumblr.com/post/48423278298/in-memory-of-my-pup-kai-taken-from-us-much-too#notes
Another reminder that solo breathcontrol play is so dangerous.
Kai thought that he was safe but the noose he was using on himself hit the vagus nerve and he was unconscious in a matter of seconds.
Our only comfort is that he didn’t suffer and wouldn’t have felt any pain.
I will never forget you and will always love you with all my heart and soul.
Sleep well pup.
xxxxx
In memory of my pup kai, taken from us much too soon.
Another reminder that solo breathcontrol play is so dangerous.
Kai thought that he was safe but the noose he was using on himself hit the vagus nerve and he was unconscious in a matter of seconds.
Our only comfort is that he didn’t suffer and wouldn’t have felt any pain.
Please reblog this where ever possible, don’t just like it.
If it manages to convince one person not to endanger their lives then my beautiful pup and best friend would not have died in vain.
I will never forget you and will always love you with all my heart and soul.
Sleep well pup.
xxxxx
Thanks for the reply!
Unfortunately I have already thought of that. ‘(
On M2MBC Asphyxiaskin has also deleted all videos of Kay.
He wrote there, he did it out of respect for Kay. - What I absolutely understand.
† RIP †
Don’t play alone. Play safe.
BREATH CONTROL IN ANY FORM IS DANGEROUS!
Hallo,
Entschuldigung, dass ich erst jetzt antworte. Ich hatte leider private Dinge zu erledigen, die Vorang haben mussten.
BDSM habe ich so entdeckt für mich, dass ich auf einem PC von einem Freund entsprechende Bilder sah - wobei ich ganz sicher im Hinterkopf schon länger BDSM-Fantasien hatte, aber es einfach keine Gelegenheit gab, dazu zu stehen, oder sie auszuleben.
Irgendwie habe ich mich dann auch mit dem Freund, der viel älter war als ich, über die Bilder unterhalten. Dabei kam dann heraus, dass er auf der aktiven Seite, also Top, auf BDSM steht.
Ich verriet ihm dann, dass ich es gerne ausprobieren würde. Nach einiger Zeit haben wir dann mit Fesseln und ähnlichem begonnen und es fortgeführt, bis es in einer richtigen BDSM-Beziehung endete.
Der Freund war auch mein erster Master. Allerdings habe ich erst durch spätere Master dann so richtig BDSM kennengelernt, bis zur Steigerung zu Breathcontrol-Spielen.
Ich hoffe, das konnte dir etwas helfen und beantworte gerne weitere fragen.
Greetz
Hallo,
hi!
Ja, das kannst du! :)
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